SHIV___The Lost Soul

 I failed almost in every task that life is given to me in my life, and never done any work completely finished specially that i wanted to do in my life ,some might be due to extrnal pressure or some by my own choice , so here are some failures of my life that i am going to share with you -

1. First failure i saw when i wanted to persue a career in music feild and due to parents pressure i have to give up on those dreams and my music instrument is sold too.
2. Second failure that i saw when i was in class 9th , i failed in some 2 or 3 subjects and got supplementary in which 2 subjects are eventually cleared and one subject is left, and still according to my school new rules i got another chance to give again that 1 supplementry exam, and due to my eldr brother’s pressure i chooses to repeat the same class rather than to give that supplementry exam clear it and go to the next class.
3. Then the failure that i saw is friends, i trusted on wrong friends who always stay with me, had fun mith me and when i was failed then the same freinds making fun of me and telling everybody that i can do nothing in my life.
4. Then next failure i saw when i was in 10th and again i failed in that class,due to my subject that i took after 9th class only because of my parents pressure.
5. Then in college time i got blacklogs in 3 subjects,. Then i cleared 2 subjects , and 1sebj is in my back log list which cleared in my last attempt, then i failed in 3rd year in 1 subject ,. And cleared it in the same year.
6. Still now 2022 im encounter alots of failures in  personal life too.

Lessons that i have learned from my failures that

1. Always remember that no one is with you or going to give some sympathy in whatever situation you are facing, even your own parents are not going to support you in your failures they always appreciate in your victorys , but very few parents supports you in your bad time or in your failures.
2. Trust no one except yourself , you can do wonders on your own feet you came alone and you have to go alone .
3. I saw the society at very young age, i faced too much problems, insults which is done by the society.
4. Failure is not the end it is an part of sucess.
5. I personally believe that everything happens for a reason , so just wait and trust yourself
6. I was the most impatient person you could possibly come across. I wanted things done at the blink of an eye. Failure taught me to believe in myself and wait patiently.
7. It taught me to stop giving a fuck about what people think about me! Biggest development possible.
8. Things aren't as fair as you thought they'd be and you don't always get what you deserve. It taught me that the more you expect from life, the more disappointed you shall be.
9. And finally, it made me realize that I am quite a fighter! I didn't lose the battle, in fact I won it fair and square. I had a new found respect for myself.